i have a funny feel...

I have a funny feel, a funny feel i have...
thus goes the tongue twister... but one can't even imagine how am i feeling right now..actually am not sure if i myself understand my messed up state of mind... is this pain/ anger/ self pity/ helplessness/ a want for a change or a mix of all the above... will sort it out soon... or is it just the fever and the physical exertion that is causing such trauma... hmmm.... life is such a tamasha !!!
How are you feeling now... is there anyone to share your feelings/ does that matter???