i have a funny feel...

I have a funny feel, a funny feel i have...
thus goes the tongue twister... but one can't even imagine how am i feeling right now..actually am not sure if i myself understand my messed up state of mind... is this pain/ anger/ self pity/ helplessness/ a want for a change or a mix of all the above... will sort it out soon... or is it just the fever and the physical exertion that is causing such trauma... hmmm.... life is such a tamasha !!!
How are you feeling now... is there anyone to share your feelings/ does that matter???

Gone times come back never...

I remember..
It was a boring summer midday
Sun was right above the head
I was standing near the window sash
And blankly gazing the stillness around
suddenly the weary mood had changed
A cool breeze came in from somewhere
It gave joy and life to the dusty locale
And a bubbly tune to my thirsty lips
Dark thick clouds ebonized the sky
& their silver lining smiled to me
They called me out to rejoice with them
and i readily followed my heart
Soon it started showering lightly
still the sun was shining brightly
standing amidst the falling drops
getting soaked in the fragrance around
How i wished that moment to stay forever
But I knew,
We have to part with some things so dear........

WTH

If everything is going well, you don't know what the hell is going on!

for you:)

All this time i've searched;
searched not for truth or meaning
Not for peace or for reason
But for you, my friend!